Alright, I guess that really concluded my days for the last few months. I would say it was great, and wonderful. Losing my way, away from my blogging life was just cause of the extremely busy schedule that I'm going through. I miss this constant blogging. Reading Isabel's blog definitely made me miss blogging, and miss her even more. I've been trying really hard to get back to blogging, but there's something always trying to stop me, or maybe I just don't know how to start blogging all over again. It's as though I lost my touch in blogging. I miss those times when I use blogging to vent my sadness, my anger and also to express my happiness. I'll try my very best to keep this updated.

Well, Isabel went over to Melbourne to study in the last two months. Having a farewell party for her, inviting her Secondary School friends, to choir, to Jc friends, and also her cell group. We not only want to gather the friends together before sending her off, but also to make her cry. I miss her so much. Isabel, remember our secondary school life with Jolyn, when we rush down to the canteen to just have our favorite Malay Store. That we will eat every single day. The times when we eat at the back of the classroom with the wide variety of food that I have under my table. From Wangwang to all sorts of funny food. I do miss secondary school life when we used to pass the secret book thing around to write all sorts of things in. I miss seeing you every day in class. From the first time you celebrated my birthday, by placing a red box on my table, to the second time when you filled a huge box with balloon and bikini, to this third year without you in Singapore, I can see you only through a box (my laptop). I really hope that I will be able to see you soon.

Isabel, I don't know if you are reading this, but you know having you overseas, with you so far far away, I am as sad as you are. I know it's tough, but hang on there, cause I know you are stronger than you think. Having you in my life, as a best friend is one of the best things in my life. Us getting upset with each other, and so on, it's part of us growing, and us sharing our different views. And please my dear Isabel Tee, you are definitely prettier, and sexier than you think. Start having confidence in yourself, cause I love you for you. You made me grow stronger, having you to force me to face my problems. Thank you isabel. Can't wait to have you back. Please remember our date uh, I'll send over the invitation card soon. 30th November hor. Then  can celebrate someone's birthday in advance also. Sorry that I've been extremely busy with school and stuff, I hope now that I'll be going for internship, i might be more free, and have more time for you and Jolyn. (: ♥♥♥ 

For the last few months, was extremely busy with the farewell, school, internship (interviews), tutoring, more school, exams, and of course my baby boy. Okay, sweetness overload. 

You are the only thing in this world that can help cover up all the pain and make me feel wonderful again.

You were the one who pulled me through all these tiring months, and being there for me when I need you. For moments when I cry about Isabel leaving, about internship, and so many more little things. Whenever I need your comfort, your arms to cry on, you were there no matter how tired and exhausted you are from school or from internship. You never failed to put a smile on my face from the first day you stepped into my life. That is the first day we met at camp. From what you described was that my eyes were the first thing you saw in the huge gigantic room. Cheesy much. And even though as a friend, you cared for me and did things that I didn't know you did, till you tell me months after. Just because I was hurt by someone before, you didn't had any intention but wanted to bring me out just to heal my heart, and to see me smile again. I was treated like a princess on our first date, with you pulling out the chair for me to buying a book for a friend that you barely know just cause I said he wanted the book. All these was small little things that made me fall in love with you slowly and surely. At first, it was hard, with us crying together all the time, wondering if things would work out. All the tears made us what we are today.

You never give up on me, no matter how many times I told you that I'm not ready before and never would be ready. You would rather be used by me than to walk out of my life. How could I not fall for a boy like you. I will never forget the songs that you made me listen to. The way you pamper me. The way we used to text each other all day long. All the skyping sessions that we had. The times when we went to all the Salvation Army. The day we went to the zoo. The day we went to Wild Wild Wet (just cause I wanted to). To the day we went to Universal Studio Singapore. And also the days you planned surprises for me. And many more to come. All the times when we went through the difficult times together. All the tears, the laughter, the anger and tantrums that we threw. I know we will be able to overcome it. 

The times you let me know what kind of a person I am. You let me know what's my mistakes rather than the just listening and comforting. You made me a better person. You made me learn that I can be pretty stubborn and angsty at times. There are a lot of times when you try to stop me from trying to figure out what others thinks of me. You fell in love with me even though you know I had a troubled past and all my family problems. You fall in love with me even though you know how much I hate myself and my imperfections (you were always there to assure me).

Thank you for making me feel loved, so loved by you. ♥

Alright, I guess that really concluded my days for the last few months. I would say it was great, and wonderful. Losing my way, away from my blogging life was just cause of the extremely busy schedule that I'm going through. I miss this constant blogging. Reading Isabel's blog definitely made me miss blogging, and miss her even more. I've been trying really hard to get back to blogging, but there's something always trying to stop me, or maybe I just don't know how to start blogging all over again. It's as though I lost my touch in blogging. I miss those times when I use blogging to vent my sadness, my anger and also to express my happiness. I'll try my very best to keep this updated.

Well, Isabel went over to Melbourne to study in the last two months. Having a farewell party for her, inviting her Secondary School friends, to choir, to Jc friends, and also her cell group. We not only want to gather the friends together before sending her off, but also to make her cry. I miss her so much. Isabel, remember our secondary school life with Jolyn, when we rush down to the canteen to just have our favorite Malay Store. That we will eat every single day. The times when we eat at the back of the classroom with the wide variety of food that I have under my table. From Wangwang to all sorts of funny food. I do miss secondary school life when we used to pass the secret book thing around to write all sorts of things in. I miss seeing you every day in class. From the first time you celebrated my birthday, by placing a red box on my table, to the second time when you filled a huge box with balloon and bikini, to this third year without you in Singapore, I can see you only through a box (my laptop). I really hope that I will be able to see you soon.

Isabel, I don't know if you are reading this, but you know having you overseas, with you so far far away, I am as sad as you are. I know it's tough, but hang on there, cause I know you are stronger than you think. Having you in my life, as a best friend is one of the best things in my life. Us getting upset with each other, and so on, it's part of us growing, and us sharing our different views. And please my dear Isabel Tee, you are definitely prettier, and sexier than you think. Start having confidence in yourself, cause I love you for you. You made me grow stronger, having you to force me to face my problems. Thank you isabel. Can't wait to have you back. Please remember our date uh, I'll send over the invitation card soon. 30th November hor. Then  can celebrate someone's birthday in advance also. Sorry that I've been extremely busy with school and stuff, I hope now that I'll be going for internship, i might be more free, and have more time for you and Jolyn. (: ♥♥♥ 

For the last few months, was extremely busy with the farewell, school, internship (interviews), tutoring, more school, exams, and of course my baby boy. Okay, sweetness overload. 

You are the only thing in this world that can help cover up all the pain and make me feel wonderful again.

You were the one who pulled me through all these tiring months, and being there for me when I need you. For moments when I cry about Isabel leaving, about internship, and so many more little things. Whenever I need your comfort, your arms to cry on, you were there no matter how tired and exhausted you are from school or from internship. You never failed to put a smile on my face from the first day you stepped into my life. That is the first day we met at camp. From what you described was that my eyes were the first thing you saw in the huge gigantic room. Cheesy much. And even though as a friend, you cared for me and did things that I didn't know you did, till you tell me months after. Just because I was hurt by someone before, you didn't had any intention but wanted to bring me out just to heal my heart, and to see me smile again. I was treated like a princess on our first date, with you pulling out the chair for me to buying a book for a friend that you barely know just cause I said he wanted the book. All these was small little things that made me fall in love with you slowly and surely. At first, it was hard, with us crying together all the time, wondering if things would work out. All the tears made us what we are today.

You never give up on me, no matter how many times I told you that I'm not ready before and never would be ready. You would rather be used by me than to walk out of my life. How could I not fall for a boy like you. I will never forget the songs that you made me listen to. The way you pamper me. The way we used to text each other all day long. All the skyping sessions that we had. The times when we went to all the Salvation Army. The day we went to the zoo. The day we went to Wild Wild Wet (just cause I wanted to). To the day we went to Universal Studio Singapore. And also the days you planned surprises for me. And many more to come. All the times when we went through the difficult times together. All the tears, the laughter, the anger and tantrums that we threw. I know we will be able to overcome it. 

The times you let me know what kind of a person I am. You let me know what's my mistakes rather than the just listening and comforting. You made me a better person. You made me learn that I can be pretty stubborn and angsty at times. There are a lot of times when you try to stop me from trying to figure out what others thinks of me. You fell in love with me even though you know I had a troubled past and all my family problems. You fall in love with me even though you know how much I hate myself and my imperfections (you were always there to assure me).

Thank you for making me feel loved, so loved by you. ♥