Internship, // Saturday, September 15, 2012
Having internship is so damn tough. The shift work, the split shift and the standing. Sometimes I wished I was taking another course. At least maybe I'm doing something I like, or maybe something with office hours. Like for example I wanted to take child psychology, which means I'll be able to play with kids. And my life would be so much easier, cause I know I'm doing something I like. But now, I'm seriously regretting choosing this course. 😢😢😢
Every single day I dread to go to work. Everyone else seems to be enjoying internship. I know I'm stubborn and only looking at the negative side of internship. But then again, who loses 3 kg in just 4 days? My irregular hours, and the exhausting work makes me feel so exhausted to even eat. I miss school already. And it's only the fourth day of internship. 😔😔😔 I feel like a failure. Why did I change my course of study when my mom told me to. 😔😔😔
Sighhhh. But Im glad I have my baby boy to accompany me through this torturing six months. 😊😊😊 I'll constantly , and continuously tell myself that I can do this, cause I try to be able to do so. 😉
So anyway, just some updates of us going for Jalan Raya. And my first day of internship. I look like I'm as skinny as a stick, and it looks damn scary. Sighhhhhh. 😔😔😔
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Internship, // Saturday, September 15, 2012
Having internship is so damn tough. The shift work, the split shift and the standing. Sometimes I wished I was taking another course. At least maybe I'm doing something I like, or maybe something with office hours. Like for example I wanted to take child psychology, which means I'll be able to play with kids. And my life would be so much easier, cause I know I'm doing something I like. But now, I'm seriously regretting choosing this course. 😢😢😢
Every single day I dread to go to work. Everyone else seems to be enjoying internship. I know I'm stubborn and only looking at the negative side of internship. But then again, who loses 3 kg in just 4 days? My irregular hours, and the exhausting work makes me feel so exhausted to even eat. I miss school already. And it's only the fourth day of internship. 😔😔😔 I feel like a failure. Why did I change my course of study when my mom told me to. 😔😔😔
Sighhhh. But Im glad I have my baby boy to accompany me through this torturing six months. 😊😊😊 I'll constantly , and continuously tell myself that I can do this, cause I try to be able to do so. 😉
So anyway, just some updates of us going for Jalan Raya. And my first day of internship. I look like I'm as skinny as a stick, and it looks damn scary. Sighhhhhh. 😔😔😔
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