It's been already 18 days after New Year. And time really flies. Life is really a bitch right now. Being in a Poly isn't as easy as everyone else thinks. I know, we know that it's tougher for the JC students. Well, for Poly, it is equally tedious. With chunk of projects, tutorials, JAE, FOP, FOC, and lots of other activities organized for the class.

Seriously, like what Isabel said on her blog, that "if you put in your 100% and the other party can't be bothered, there's no point of carrying on the friendship. but even as small as a 10%, the other party will know that you're trying to build a relationship back and even better"

So if I put in so much effort and you can't be bothered, then there's no point carrying on the relationship/ friendship. If you at least try, and not make it worse, I'll be super duper glad about it. I am not someone with super power. I'm sick and tired of fighting alone. And not seeing any results/ any changes. Especially, when I know, I'm not in the wrong. I felt recently, that I've changed, so much, to someone impatient, and acting like a bitch at times. Oh well, J said, we got to try to change, make us a better person.

I shall not get so affected by things anymore. Whatever that is stated above, I will try to achieve this year, though "I should know my limits", "I won't get jealous" and "I won't get paranoid" already happened. Shall try to cut down. (: I guess, or hope?

Been through so much with you. I just hope this year wouldn't be so difficult. I am still training my patience, and with you making me wait, and also changing your minds at time, sometimes it pissed me off. Especially when you don't tell me things, and I only heard about it when you actually tell someone else about it!

Anyway, love you! (:

Fight on, babe!

It's been already 18 days after New Year. And time really flies. Life is really a bitch right now. Being in a Poly isn't as easy as everyone else thinks. I know, we know that it's tougher for the JC students. Well, for Poly, it is equally tedious. With chunk of projects, tutorials, JAE, FOP, FOC, and lots of other activities organized for the class.

Seriously, like what Isabel said on her blog, that "if you put in your 100% and the other party can't be bothered, there's no point of carrying on the friendship. but even as small as a 10%, the other party will know that you're trying to build a relationship back and even better"

So if I put in so much effort and you can't be bothered, then there's no point carrying on the relationship/ friendship. If you at least try, and not make it worse, I'll be super duper glad about it. I am not someone with super power. I'm sick and tired of fighting alone. And not seeing any results/ any changes. Especially, when I know, I'm not in the wrong. I felt recently, that I've changed, so much, to someone impatient, and acting like a bitch at times. Oh well, J said, we got to try to change, make us a better person.

I shall not get so affected by things anymore. Whatever that is stated above, I will try to achieve this year, though "I should know my limits", "I won't get jealous" and "I won't get paranoid" already happened. Shall try to cut down. (: I guess, or hope?

Been through so much with you. I just hope this year wouldn't be so difficult. I am still training my patience, and with you making me wait, and also changing your minds at time, sometimes it pissed me off. Especially when you don't tell me things, and I only heard about it when you actually tell someone else about it!

Anyway, love you! (:

Fight on, babe!