// Saturday, October 10, 2009
Indifferent,
Human tends to hurt someone in the process of trying to obtain something. They are willing to pay with anything and everything. That includes, kinship and friendship. They are capable of hurting their friends and family in the process of obtaining something they really want.
I've regretted about that. I can't believe that I did it only for myself. I didn't even care about how you felt. I apologize for what I did. You did it for my own sake. I'm always aware that I'm self-centered and never cared how others felt. It only make me feel that I don't have anyone to turn to at all. Or is it because I didn't want to talk to them. I don't know.
I've finally realised why I'm not crying, like I did before. I guess, I'm just prone to all this things that are happening. It is just the same. No matter how hard one try, the changes made are so minor that cannot be seen. To me they are just indifferent. Friendship might be important, but I finally realised that family are important as well. Love is more than three words mumbled. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion. I'm tired of all this. Maybe.. Labels: Strength
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