// Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Nights In Rodanthe,
Well, haven been blogging much. I wasn't 'allowed' to touch the computer. There is too much to study, and too much for me to worry about. In terms of studies, my family and everything. Been having our Prelims for weeks. Practically everyday, I'm living in fear. Well, I'm really not someone who can study. I might be working harder than anyone else, but I won't do better than them. I might be seen as stupid, for failing all the time. Sometimes, it does not need to be delivered in speech form, I know it, just by reading you. I am not as smart as my sisters. This kind of feeling had been suppressed for very long. Others might have said that they did not study as much, but they can still do better than me. I'm really worried about my results this time. Its prelims, in a month time its O' Levels.
Seriously, I'm not pin-pointing at anyone. Just upset with myself, alright.
This is long overdue, say a big THANK YOU. I will copy and paste,
Thank you for those who made it memorable for me. Thank you, Nur Haziqah, Lee Kok Kiong, Zee Wan Teng, Muhd Zahin, Jolyn Tey, Wimi Goh, Isabel Tee, Low Wei Ting, Ou Da Hao, Goh Chang Hee, Sarah Huda, Claire Yee, Ang Shu Xin, Tan Shi Qi, Arvinder Kaur, Lim Xing Xia, Madeleine Yeo, Gary Ang, Safwah, Iris Leong, Qian Ling, Muhd Salim, Ian Tan, Bryan. I guess that’s all. Sorry if I missed out anyone. Thank you for all the presents and food. And, I'm done.
Nothing to blog, and there's nothing new. (: Off for storybooks, then follow by chemistry/biology experiment notes. Screams, the thought of having to wait in the Old Library for HOURS is killing me. Sleeping early and waking up late tomorrow. Great, finally get to sleep well. Past few days, been sleeping late and waking up early, as early as 3am, just to study.
Had lunch with J just now, and I should really cut down on fast food. We crap a little by answering, 'Orh'. Well, I miss the old times. History. Told her somethings, about something she should not think too much about.
It's a time for a change,
All right that's all for now,
I, I'm not used to using Wordpress. So leave it. And now, Blogger is fixed, so I don't see any problem with Blogger. And, I'm NOT in love with anyone. Should save all this energy on somewhere else. Right?
Never make a promise that you won't keep.
Never hurt someone with your words.
Never break a friendship over nothing.
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// Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Nights In Rodanthe,
Well, haven been blogging much. I wasn't 'allowed' to touch the computer. There is too much to study, and too much for me to worry about. In terms of studies, my family and everything. Been having our Prelims for weeks. Practically everyday, I'm living in fear. Well, I'm really not someone who can study. I might be working harder than anyone else, but I won't do better than them. I might be seen as stupid, for failing all the time. Sometimes, it does not need to be delivered in speech form, I know it, just by reading you. I am not as smart as my sisters. This kind of feeling had been suppressed for very long. Others might have said that they did not study as much, but they can still do better than me. I'm really worried about my results this time. Its prelims, in a month time its O' Levels.
Seriously, I'm not pin-pointing at anyone. Just upset with myself, alright.
This is long overdue, say a big THANK YOU. I will copy and paste,
Thank you for those who made it memorable for me. Thank you, Nur Haziqah, Lee Kok Kiong, Zee Wan Teng, Muhd Zahin, Jolyn Tey, Wimi Goh, Isabel Tee, Low Wei Ting, Ou Da Hao, Goh Chang Hee, Sarah Huda, Claire Yee, Ang Shu Xin, Tan Shi Qi, Arvinder Kaur, Lim Xing Xia, Madeleine Yeo, Gary Ang, Safwah, Iris Leong, Qian Ling, Muhd Salim, Ian Tan, Bryan. I guess that’s all. Sorry if I missed out anyone. Thank you for all the presents and food. And, I'm done.
Nothing to blog, and there's nothing new. (: Off for storybooks, then follow by chemistry/biology experiment notes. Screams, the thought of having to wait in the Old Library for HOURS is killing me. Sleeping early and waking up late tomorrow. Great, finally get to sleep well. Past few days, been sleeping late and waking up early, as early as 3am, just to study.
Had lunch with J just now, and I should really cut down on fast food. We crap a little by answering, 'Orh'. Well, I miss the old times. History. Told her somethings, about something she should not think too much about.
It's a time for a change,
All right that's all for now,
I, I'm not used to using Wordpress. So leave it. And now, Blogger is fixed, so I don't see any problem with Blogger. And, I'm NOT in love with anyone. Should save all this energy on somewhere else. Right?
Never make a promise that you won't keep.
Never hurt someone with your words.
Never break a friendship over nothing.
Labels: Sympathetic
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