// Thursday, September 17, 2009
Calling all skeleton,
Apparently, I'm not very fascinated.
More of disappointed with my brain. Its either I have metal health problem, or I'm just crazy. Just some things that isn't going my way. I swear my life is in a huge mess. I don't even know what's wrong with me. I can be walking on the stress and so many things are going through my mind. I think I'm just not living my life to the fullest, and wasting my whole life away. I should start and make some changes to my life.
Well, I don't really know why I'm blogging now. Since I'm not in the right state of my mind. I'm not really confident that I can say it again. Its just like living in a lie. Trying to convince myself the correct things. I shouldn't be thinking this way now. Whatever it is, I think I'll survive.
Had Chemistry/ Biology Practical test just now. It was alright, but at the same time it wasn't that easy. Contradicting isn't it? Reached school at 8.20am, when the practical examination started at 9.50am. I woke up because of someone, someone who messaged me early in the morning when I was asleep, someone who was just playing/using the father's phone. Joke uh, don't take it seriously. After practical, had to be quarantine, for hours at Old Library. Did some stupid things. Tell a story, J will be blogging about it, I think?
I did, and I didn't. I do, and I don't. I was, and I wasn't.
Here is is here again, but it stings like the first time.
Seems it never ends, with a hole in my chest.
I've grown to love your disappearing act.
Thinking this is the life,
Miles away from those whom I love.
Labels: Contradicting
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// Thursday, September 17, 2009
Calling all skeleton,
Apparently, I'm not very fascinated.
More of disappointed with my brain. Its either I have metal health problem, or I'm just crazy. Just some things that isn't going my way. I swear my life is in a huge mess. I don't even know what's wrong with me. I can be walking on the stress and so many things are going through my mind. I think I'm just not living my life to the fullest, and wasting my whole life away. I should start and make some changes to my life.
Well, I don't really know why I'm blogging now. Since I'm not in the right state of my mind. I'm not really confident that I can say it again. Its just like living in a lie. Trying to convince myself the correct things. I shouldn't be thinking this way now. Whatever it is, I think I'll survive.
Had Chemistry/ Biology Practical test just now. It was alright, but at the same time it wasn't that easy. Contradicting isn't it? Reached school at 8.20am, when the practical examination started at 9.50am. I woke up because of someone, someone who messaged me early in the morning when I was asleep, someone who was just playing/using the father's phone. Joke uh, don't take it seriously. After practical, had to be quarantine, for hours at Old Library. Did some stupid things. Tell a story, J will be blogging about it, I think?
I did, and I didn't. I do, and I don't. I was, and I wasn't.
Here is is here again, but it stings like the first time.
Seems it never ends, with a hole in my chest.
I've grown to love your disappearing act.
Thinking this is the life,
Miles away from those whom I love.
Labels: Contradicting
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