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// Saturday, August 8, 2009

Eu amo-te

Time flies. Two weeks. Alright, in just two weeks there's so much that happened. Had so many tests. I think I won't be able to do well in most of them. Well, got tests like Elementary Mathematics, Additional Mathematics and Physics back. Well, I can't say I did badly, although I'm quite happy for Physics and Elementary Mathematics, but my mom isn't. Oh well, Prelims are coming anyway. I'm proving it wrong. Prove that my choice isn't wrong. Proving that it helps, proving it that that's the way it should be. Can I say, I'm happy for my English Internal Oral Examination. By tuesday, I believe we will be able to know our Chinese O'level result, which I am so worried about. Although I think I won't be able to do well, but still, I hope I can. I really don't want to waste the time to retake again. I rather I use the time to revise the other subjects. Everyone seemed to be aiming for an A. I used to think I can get at least an A, but, Mid- Year Examination proved me wrong. Quite alot of happy things happen recently. But, of course, there are also sad ones. Let's just say, its an exchange. Do you believe?

Isn't Jolyn cute?
Friends.
Yesterday was wonderful. Although its a little tiring. I wasn't really in my best mood. Everything was wrong. It came out wrong the night before too. But, I still enjoy myself. I finally realised that Four- S- Two is a fun-loving class. Not only that, we enjoy each others' company. We act as a team to make the party work. To enjoy the party. We play as a team. Let's just say, we are a heart-warming class. I believe the Principal thinks that way too, I say her watching out class play from outside of the class. The smile on her face, I can never forget. We put in our souls into playing together, and studying together. We can make a boring lesson, into a fun and an enjoyable one. We really enjoy most of the time we spend together. Yesterday's weather was humid. I was sweating like hell. We sang What do you see together. " We see the moon and the stars.." I think our class can join the choir. Did some reflection, and the party start! Got asked to go down for scoldings. After the drama scoldings, we went back to class, played musical chair. Danced. Sang and took a hundreds of photos. And of course there's a secret within us. We played like small little kids. I really enjoy myself. At least, I was enjoying it, until I reached home. And, its back to reality.

After all, I don't own all this happiness. I haven been talking at home. Or rahter I don't want to talk to anyone. Since that thing happened, I don't really like to talk at home. Don't share my problems, now everything is kept. Maybe, it's better this way. Although it may be hard to suppress, but I've managed to do it for weeks. It works better this way, seriously. Sorry J & I, I know you gues always ask, but I really shouldn't say anything. Bringing all the unhappiness to you guys. Just keep it as it is now.

Gloriose came to our class on thursday. She really has a nice voice. She's tall and pretty. I tell you, she's freaking tall. She's taller than me. Imagine her wearing heels, Isabel, imagine it.
She's a year older than us. Of course, our singing isn't that bad too, we sang Home to her. And she said, its good. I believe she enjoyed herself.

Oh yes. I'm very happy with my Cca results. I got an A. I think after I add all the missing items, I will get 31 points. Isn't that great.

You know, Miss Lee can be really cute. I guess, we really enjoy the time spent together this year. It might be only a year. But, you know, relationship can just bond like that. As for the friendship bond between the class is so strong that it can't be broken. Right?

Bryan, please, I'm not as emotional as before. I can control my emotion well now, alright? Don't look down on me, please.

You are the one who brought happiness to me. You are also the one who took it away. You broke the trust I gave you. You took it for granted. You never treat me like a human. Someone with feelings. You think I'm someone without feelings. You think I'm just someone who came into your life, to ruin it. To tell you the truth, I'm tired if being treated this way. Do you understand. You might be an adult. But, so what.

Oh yes. Things been going well for somethings. I think I will never imagine that I can make things work this way. Maybe, as long as you have a will, there will be a way. You know, I'm really falling in love with the love. I believe that, I can live better than this. After all that happened in the past, I can now finally realize that in life, there might be love between friends, family. As long as there's love, there is happiness. Somehow, I'm enjoying this kind of love. And, I love it. I will never regret the choice I've made. I guess, that's the right thing to do.

If you have faith, there's a way in life. You will know the right directions in life.

Friends are very important to me right now. I've finally regained the trust I used to have. You know how long I actually took to do it. Finally, my effort paid off. I can give you the best smile now. Now, I love my friends for taking good care of me. And, I'm so in love with Jolyn and Isabel that I want to take away their first kiss. Prom, I'm going for it, because I don't have a reason for not going. I wanted to say, I don't have the money to buy clothes. But nevermind, Isabel changed my mind. Taking away their first kiss would be fun. heh.

Since this is for two weeks. So its so freaking long. Take your time reading it. Don't read it in one day. If not it isn't fun. (: By now, you should be at the end of the post, so I don't know why I'm writing this. So whatever.

Good luck to all. Take care of yourself during this period of time.

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore.
And my birthday is coming!

Faith. You keep it, you own it.
I can’t express it with words on earth. My heart toward you overflowering more and more. My endless love grows deeper and deeper. Nobody has made me laugh and cry as you have done.

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