// Thursday, July 9, 2009
My life, my soul, my dreams

How can past be forgotten?Memories get etched in your heart just so easily. I really wish that someone can tear my heart into pieces and break my skull. No matter what, it could be a happy memory or it might be heart-breaking one. I don't want anything of these. I just want to live a normal life of any teenagers. Why does everyone's life seem so fragile to me. I guess that's what unique about humans, due to love in our heart, we therefore have the ability to miss and feel for someone. If you could hold on to just one memory for the rest of your life, what would it be?Most will be choosing their happiest memories. It can be of the time spent with your love ones or so on. It can also be time spent with a stranger's kid. That might just be for me? Everyone just has their own happiness. That includes those who lives in poverty. They are just trying to be optimistic, so as to move on further and longer, it is also love that brought them along. Bring them into this world of fear, pain, happiness and the chance to love someone else. Why would someone be holding to a dream, tightly?As long as someone has a dream, they are given a force to face life and ability to move in. It brings that particular person closer to his dream job, dream partner and so on. Forgiving Ourselves and Others.Forgiving ourselves or someone who has hurt or betrayed us can be one of the most difficult things to do. Sometimes, it may not be possible to right a wrong we have done, and at other times our apology may not be accepted. Often, being able to forgive take time. No matter how difficult it may be, we all need to be able to put the guilt and hurt behind us and to forgive ourselves or others for mistakes. Fuck.I don't understand why is all this happening. Is this what you guys called it, friendship? This is friendship, then the pigs will fly. Friends won't go around killing each other, hate each other and stare at each other. Friends are something really special. It is a gift from the god. We are not appreciating the fact that friends are given to us. By forgiving the mistake your friends, you are being kind, you are accepting it. Accepting the fact. Everyone makes mistakes, it is just whether you guys accept it or not. The one who made the mistake is really guilty about it, but they are not given a chance to make up to the mistake. I really wish something will change. I am not talking back about anyone, so I hope no one will get the wrong idea about it. My sister is back already, I don't know why, but she isn't happy about the trip. When she got on my dad's car, she cried. I know, because she miss me. (: Alright, after all she's not the shopping type, that she don't even know what is the usual price of an Adidas shoe. And, can't be bothered to buy a pair for herself. She claims that everything is so expensive, but she can buy all the craps home, rather than buying some clothes for herself. TAN SI YING! ILOVEYOU!:D Isabel, I'm sick of this. (:Its best not to know anything,
I do love you, no matter what it takes. You gave me the strength. And the love. Labels: Differentiate.
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// Thursday, July 9, 2009
My life, my soul, my dreams

How can past be forgotten?Memories get etched in your heart just so easily. I really wish that someone can tear my heart into pieces and break my skull. No matter what, it could be a happy memory or it might be heart-breaking one. I don't want anything of these. I just want to live a normal life of any teenagers. Why does everyone's life seem so fragile to me. I guess that's what unique about humans, due to love in our heart, we therefore have the ability to miss and feel for someone. If you could hold on to just one memory for the rest of your life, what would it be?Most will be choosing their happiest memories. It can be of the time spent with your love ones or so on. It can also be time spent with a stranger's kid. That might just be for me? Everyone just has their own happiness. That includes those who lives in poverty. They are just trying to be optimistic, so as to move on further and longer, it is also love that brought them along. Bring them into this world of fear, pain, happiness and the chance to love someone else. Why would someone be holding to a dream, tightly?As long as someone has a dream, they are given a force to face life and ability to move in. It brings that particular person closer to his dream job, dream partner and so on. Forgiving Ourselves and Others.Forgiving ourselves or someone who has hurt or betrayed us can be one of the most difficult things to do. Sometimes, it may not be possible to right a wrong we have done, and at other times our apology may not be accepted. Often, being able to forgive take time. No matter how difficult it may be, we all need to be able to put the guilt and hurt behind us and to forgive ourselves or others for mistakes. Fuck.I don't understand why is all this happening. Is this what you guys called it, friendship? This is friendship, then the pigs will fly. Friends won't go around killing each other, hate each other and stare at each other. Friends are something really special. It is a gift from the god. We are not appreciating the fact that friends are given to us. By forgiving the mistake your friends, you are being kind, you are accepting it. Accepting the fact. Everyone makes mistakes, it is just whether you guys accept it or not. The one who made the mistake is really guilty about it, but they are not given a chance to make up to the mistake. I really wish something will change. I am not talking back about anyone, so I hope no one will get the wrong idea about it. My sister is back already, I don't know why, but she isn't happy about the trip. When she got on my dad's car, she cried. I know, because she miss me. (: Alright, after all she's not the shopping type, that she don't even know what is the usual price of an Adidas shoe. And, can't be bothered to buy a pair for herself. She claims that everything is so expensive, but she can buy all the craps home, rather than buying some clothes for herself. TAN SI YING! ILOVEYOU!:D Isabel, I'm sick of this. (:Its best not to know anything,
I do love you, no matter what it takes. You gave me the strength. And the love. Labels: Differentiate.
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