// Saturday, July 25, 2009
Je t'aime
For now, I really don't know what I should say. I am someone who lives in the past. Don't worry this isn't a too emotional post, I guess. It just I don't understand why relationships between humans can be so fragile, for example friendship or even, kinship. Its as though a piece of paper that can be easily torn. I hate the way it is, I can't face the fact that it is like that. Is this what you call a friendship or kinship. This isn't it. It shouldn't be the case.
I've more or less expected all this. I kept thinking it wouldn't be so fragile, but sadly, it is. Now that its gone, I'm regretting for not appreciating it. For not protecting it. For not holding on to it. For not trying to keep it going. But, I'm glad, I had it once. Glad, I had a chance to hold it tightly.
I don't know why I'm blogging, cause I really have nothing to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know if I should continue writing. By the way, 미안합니다 , apologies. I know I wasn't trying hard enough to get use to this kind of things, therefore, I wasn't in my best mood for the past few days. And, somehow showed a face. Ma'af, if that's the way you say it. I know I should have better control of my emotions, but its just better to keep quiet for everything. Its the best to express one's emotions, that's how I think.
Recently, you've changed. You changed for the better. A happier soul. That's the way it should be, I guess. Its better this way. You suppress your emotions well, or it don't hurt anymore. Oh well, I don't know what am I doing, to be caring too much. To be thinking of something that I shouldn't, after all. Now that I'm blogging, I'm not in the right state of mind. Therefore, I'm sorry if I write anything wrong. I'm not hiding anything from here as well.
It's hard not to befriend with you, you are just too friendly. Its hard to resist.
The Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension was tough. For the first twenty minutes, I was trying my very best not to fall asleep. It was 92.4 fm, classical music. The paper wasn't very hard if I could comprehend well enough. I think I need to re-sit for my Mother Tongue paper already. I can predict how 'wonderful' I have done. Oh well, I'm ready.
Y. Thanks, I've watched the trailer about 'My Sister's keeper', I will be waiting for it to come to Singapore, then we will go catch it together?
You should know better.
T, I'm fine. The song isn't killing me just yet. You should know I'm strong enough to keep going. Even the strongest wind wouldn't break my bone. Don't talk about breaking my spirit.
Sorry, the blogger is down, so I'm just using my e-mail to blog.
YOU, promised.
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// Saturday, July 25, 2009
Je t'aime
For now, I really don't know what I should say. I am someone who lives in the past. Don't worry this isn't a too emotional post, I guess. It just I don't understand why relationships between humans can be so fragile, for example friendship or even, kinship. Its as though a piece of paper that can be easily torn. I hate the way it is, I can't face the fact that it is like that. Is this what you call a friendship or kinship. This isn't it. It shouldn't be the case.
I've more or less expected all this. I kept thinking it wouldn't be so fragile, but sadly, it is. Now that its gone, I'm regretting for not appreciating it. For not protecting it. For not holding on to it. For not trying to keep it going. But, I'm glad, I had it once. Glad, I had a chance to hold it tightly.
I don't know why I'm blogging, cause I really have nothing to say. I don't know what to say. I don't know if I should continue writing. By the way, 미안합니다 , apologies. I know I wasn't trying hard enough to get use to this kind of things, therefore, I wasn't in my best mood for the past few days. And, somehow showed a face. Ma'af, if that's the way you say it. I know I should have better control of my emotions, but its just better to keep quiet for everything. Its the best to express one's emotions, that's how I think.
Recently, you've changed. You changed for the better. A happier soul. That's the way it should be, I guess. Its better this way. You suppress your emotions well, or it don't hurt anymore. Oh well, I don't know what am I doing, to be caring too much. To be thinking of something that I shouldn't, after all. Now that I'm blogging, I'm not in the right state of mind. Therefore, I'm sorry if I write anything wrong. I'm not hiding anything from here as well.
It's hard not to befriend with you, you are just too friendly. Its hard to resist.
The Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension was tough. For the first twenty minutes, I was trying my very best not to fall asleep. It was 92.4 fm, classical music. The paper wasn't very hard if I could comprehend well enough. I think I need to re-sit for my Mother Tongue paper already. I can predict how 'wonderful' I have done. Oh well, I'm ready.
Y. Thanks, I've watched the trailer about 'My Sister's keeper', I will be waiting for it to come to Singapore, then we will go catch it together?
You should know better.
T, I'm fine. The song isn't killing me just yet. You should know I'm strong enough to keep going. Even the strongest wind wouldn't break my bone. Don't talk about breaking my spirit.
Sorry, the blogger is down, so I'm just using my e-mail to blog.
YOU, promised.
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