// Saturday, May 16, 2009
You don't know me well, enough. Fear of the heart. Alright. It wasn't what I thought of. Phew. Thank god. S, think positive. Its not like the end of the world. Or at least, trust your heart.
Studies, Examinations. Its gives me so much stress. I know that its the O Level year. Its going to be really tough. It makes you so stress up, afraid that you will lose out. Afraid that you are behind everyone. It just makes you feel left out. Sorry. Yes, remember the day I showed my stone face. It was that. Believe me, its not over.
Your enermy is yourself. You will get out of your difficulties if you believe. Be a believer and, not a coward. Trust me, to me- Its not over. Wait and see. You will never know the truth. The tougher you are, the harder you fall. That's the way life is. Its the pain I can't take. Alright. I believe no one knows what the hell I'm talking about. Just ignore it. Destress. Freaking hard to breathe. The misses makes me want to really break. I feel my back is getting bad to worse. That freaking back is giving me problem during the Examination, I was like shit, I got to sit up straight. Then when I sit up totally straight, Isabel say I'm crazy. And it was damn difficult for me to do the paper. Now my back is filled with that stupid sticky thing. Due to the back, my hands are weak. Yes, You. Please. Shit, why did I write all that. Forget them. Forget them all. How much can someone bear with her pain. How much can you miss someone. How much can you believe in yourself. How much can you believe in others. Why can someone bear the pain. Why does someone miss someone. Why do you have to believe in yourself. Why do you have to believe in others. What can make someone bear the pain. What can make you miss someone. What makes you believe in yourself. What makes you believe in others. All. And the pain will be gone. Questions filled my heart. Labels: Fear of the heart.
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