Alright, haven't been blogging.
You can say I'm lazy, nothing to blog about or I can't use the computer.
So yes, its all the reasons above.
Before I start on anything, I will like to wish,
Happy Belated Birthday to Salim, Claire & Shiwei.
All the best in everything you do.
Oh yes, achieve your dream.
And lastly, best wishes.
Mother Tongue ( Chinese ) O'level is not over yet.
There is still oral, as well as listening comprehension.
Paper one was alright, they say it was easy, but I don't know.
Paper two was speechless, other than the cloze passage, the rest were alright.
Never mind, I believe my oral and Listening comprehension will pull my marks up.
Because, "No B3, retake."
Why is time moving so freaking fast?
Last year, at this time, I was still enjoying life. Having laughter everyday.
I was at Secondary Three Camp. Building friendships.
Singing birthday songs as a level. We were having so much fun.
But now, I'm filling my day and night with piles of work.
Closing myself up. Not joining the fun and laughter others are having.
I just don't feel I should be there. To share it, to stare and to lose it.
I'm tired of the feeling, seriously, the idea of losing something is really freaking me out.
Why can't life be like a kid?
So innocent, so easy. Free from problems.
A fantasy world. I hope I was in it.
I just want to break free from all this. All this unhappiness I'm causing, I'm starting.
The more you gain, the more you lose.
Been reading friends blogs.
Their life is like filled with happiness. Laughter and joys.
Just different from mine.
Different perspective, views.
I just hate my life, my f*cking life.