// Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Trying to find a place in your world.
 I know I'm not suppose to use computer.
Since I'm suppose to study. But I do have things to say.
Lots. I think.
First.
I had enough. I'm telling you all this. I know you will read it.
I hope you won't be mad if you even read this. You should understand why.
The first day you got into a relationship. I told you already, studies still comes first. Not boyfriend/ girlfriend. You should know it yourself, how much your results have dropped. You can never blame it on your partner. You are the one who choose to be in a relationship. You can't blame it on others. You can't blame it on your partner. Never. He/ she did not cause anything to happen.
Its not only studies. Your friends too. You should balance it out. The amount of time you spend with your partner and your friends should be about the same. And not sticked/ glued to your partner all day long. Balance it out. You should know it very well, how much you have neglected your friends.
Whatever. I feel I'm scolding myself. But that's just not the case.
History is just repeating itself.
Second.
To tell you guys the truth. My mother just isn't as friendly as she look. Don't judge a book by the cover. Really. Those who really know my mother knows how scary she can be. She isn't who you guys think she is. That's all I have to say. I think Shuxin know what I'm talking about.
Third.
I feel that friendships are really breaking, for what I can see. Hope to see a change soon. But before I end this paragraph, I have things to say. My dear friends, I am really sorry for neglecting you people, months ago. I'm really sorry. I realise my mistake already. I hope you see the change in me already. I've been trying really hard to get back to my old me. The one who smiles at problems, friendly and nice to everyone. I just don't feel all those anymore. I feel evil. Like what some of them say. I'm mean with my words and actions. I hate it. I really sorry for I've done recently and in the past. Sorry.
Fourth.
The feeling is back again. I do regret it. I wonder why is it back. I thought I left it aside. I'm suppose to focus on my studies. I don't know. I have the habit of staring at ___ , I wonder why. I feel sometimes, I might be staring too much. The minute you notice, was the time I turn away. Oh dear, this is bad. I know I'm not doing the right thing. Sorry.
Fifth.
I feel I should not be commenting anything. You guys should keep everyone involved. In anyway. See if anyone is left out. That's all I can say.
Sixth.
I will be going for the full-dress rehearsal tomorrow. Who cares if I'm going to collapse of tiredness. I still wanna go. (: Right, Bimbo? Cause I want to laugh at Isabel. Okay, I'm joking. Just wanna take a beautiful photo of her. And go home late. (:
Sorry. Blog again sooooooooooooooooon.
Malaysia soon. 10th April.
Bye.
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// Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Trying to find a place in your world.
I know I'm not suppose to use computer.
Since I'm suppose to study. But I do have things to say.
Lots. I think.
First.
I had enough. I'm telling you all this. I know you will read it.
I hope you won't be mad if you even read this. You should understand why.
The first day you got into a relationship. I told you already, studies still comes first. Not boyfriend/ girlfriend. You should know it yourself, how much your results have dropped. You can never blame it on your partner. You are the one who choose to be in a relationship. You can't blame it on others. You can't blame it on your partner. Never. He/ she did not cause anything to happen.
Its not only studies. Your friends too. You should balance it out. The amount of time you spend with your partner and your friends should be about the same. And not sticked/ glued to your partner all day long. Balance it out. You should know it very well, how much you have neglected your friends.
Whatever. I feel I'm scolding myself. But that's just not the case.
History is just repeating itself.
Second.
To tell you guys the truth. My mother just isn't as friendly as she look. Don't judge a book by the cover. Really. Those who really know my mother knows how scary she can be. She isn't who you guys think she is. That's all I have to say. I think Shuxin know what I'm talking about.
Third.
I feel that friendships are really breaking, for what I can see. Hope to see a change soon. But before I end this paragraph, I have things to say. My dear friends, I am really sorry for neglecting you people, months ago. I'm really sorry. I realise my mistake already. I hope you see the change in me already. I've been trying really hard to get back to my old me. The one who smiles at problems, friendly and nice to everyone. I just don't feel all those anymore. I feel evil. Like what some of them say. I'm mean with my words and actions. I hate it. I really sorry for I've done recently and in the past. Sorry.
Fourth.
The feeling is back again. I do regret it. I wonder why is it back. I thought I left it aside. I'm suppose to focus on my studies. I don't know. I have the habit of staring at ___ , I wonder why. I feel sometimes, I might be staring too much. The minute you notice, was the time I turn away. Oh dear, this is bad. I know I'm not doing the right thing. Sorry.
Fifth.
I feel I should not be commenting anything. You guys should keep everyone involved. In anyway. See if anyone is left out. That's all I can say.
Sixth.
I will be going for the full-dress rehearsal tomorrow. Who cares if I'm going to collapse of tiredness. I still wanna go. (: Right, Bimbo? Cause I want to laugh at Isabel. Okay, I'm joking. Just wanna take a beautiful photo of her. And go home late. (:
Sorry. Blog again sooooooooooooooooon.
Malaysia soon. 10th April.
Bye.
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