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// Saturday, March 21, 2009

She's lost. Contradicting herself.













Went to Singapore Botanic Garden yesterday.
Reached Yishun Mrt Station with Iris, she was on her way to school.
Went into Ntuc, I wanted to buy some food.
But, in the end, I bought a lot.
Bimbo, went in and bought more. So bimbo.
SinYeeSuan, I'm going to bring the food on Monday. You got to clear it.
Make our way to Orchard. Took bus.
And there we are, outside the Singapore Botanic Garden.
Andy, you see, we made it. Don't say we are blur alright?
Oh well, it looks beautiful from the outside. I'm serious.
Went to Swan lake, sit down under the shade.
And, gossip under a huge tree.
Okay, I shall not continue if not its going to be a boring post. So photos will tell you everything.
I will upload the photos soon, but not today.

Oh yes, The Orchid Garden was free to students because its School Holiday.
But, don't worry, the usual price is just one dollar.
















I had enough of you and your nonsense.
You are controlling too much of my life. Alright?! You assume I am influenced by my friends. You assume my friends are bad-influence to me. You assume I'm not working hard enough. You assume I don't know you check on my phone when I'm not around. You assume everything. Every single thing in my life.

Do you understand how I feel. No. You choose to assume for everything. Others choose to talk to their mom/ dad when they have problems. Do you realise I don't. Its because I don't trust you people at all. All you people love to do is control my life, not understanding at all. HAVE YOU ASKED HOW I FEEL?

You people work non-stop, like no body's business. Then when you're free, you come to us checking on us. Scolding us. Nagging all day long. That's not how you love your kids. I hate it when you do all that. Do you get it?

You love to say that my friends are bad-influence. I had enough for that. The minute my friends are involved, I won't be able to agree with everything you say. Have you ever wondered what my school life is like? Never, not even once.

Once you reach the limit, I will say everything I'm unhappy about you. Since, I can't shout it in your face. So, here it goes. I have been trying my best to keep it down. But, its over the line. And, its getting out now.

I know you're concern about my future. That's why you want me to work hard for my O's. But, stop giving me pressure. You are really stressing me out. I'm already trying my best. You know it best, with all the results I got. But, you still think I'm not working hard enough. That's enough, alright?!

The fact that you actually check on my phone. Its just a big NO. I hate that. By invading my privacy, it shows that you don't trust me at all. Get it?!

I'll stop here.

To whom it may concern:
We should really sit down and catch up with each other man. And I will tell you everything about her. But hey, its just my feeling toward her attitude toward me. Things aren't the same anymore. And I'm tired of everything I'm facing right now. There's really a limit to my patience and everything. I can't close one eye for all the things she said. Its too much, really. Don't worry, Yeesuan this isn't for you. Oops.

To whom it may concern:
Hey, prove your dad wrong alright? I believe you can do it. I guess you can understand my blog post better now. It should make sense to you now. And I didn't know you can actually highlight it. But I spilled the secret. Oops. Actually, if you don't understand you can just call me up and ask me. (: I think we should talk to the girls soon. We are not taking a vacation, but we are splitting up. Clear this mess, and I'm out of it. I'm serious, I'm breaking that name soon. I don't see the point. They want to continue, let them keep it going. I'm out, serious. Oh yes, I am the kind of person who initiate things but wants things back later. Its really contradicting. I'm lost.

To whom it may concern:
Come on, I'm someone with feelings as well. You're upset about it, so am I. Changing due to the surrounding, its just so common. You are always so random. Its always up to you. I know its obvious. But, I don't see the point to hide it. Okay, whatever. I don't know what to say. Only bimbo understand this.

I'm now getting ready to get out of this house for a wedding thing. At my Aunt's house. Its 10 in the morning. God! Okay. Photos coming your way tomorrow, I guess. Cause, now the only time I can use computer is when my mom &dad are not at home. So yeah, sorry YeeSuan, you got to wait. (:

Oh yes, I got to apologise for privating my blog and forgetting to unprivate it. Sorry. But, don't worry, I didn't invite anyone. The authors are the only one who can read it. (: Smile.
Don't worry, be happy.

Migraines are here again.

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