// Sunday, March 15, 2009
She's affected. Freaking out. And finally crying.
I saw you from afar, I wanted to give you a hug, but I can never do it. Ever again.
I don't know why, but I'm always affected by the post you two blog about. Everything, every single thing you two can blog about. When you're upset, you blog about it. Its affects me. I wonder why. Seriously.
I claimed that you're contradicting. I'm actually the one. I'm spinning round and round. Without an aim. I've been living my life aimlessly. My life is in a serious mess, recently. Walking around aimlessly. Facing all my problems without a correct solution. I have no idea what and how to make things work. I'm out of my mind.
Everyone has their own problem. We got to face it strongly. Put a strong front and hide it all. That's what I'm always doing. It works. Once you don't show your pain, no one will ever talk about it, again. If not, you'll feel the stab now and then. You hide all your pain, it might be bleeding inside, but you got to be strong. Don't cry, and move on. Crying don't work at all. It will only make you worse.
I'm trying to get everything off my chest. But I can't. I got to think about how everyone will look at me, after I blog. But, sometimes I feel like saying everything, and ignoring how everyone else might think of me. But, no, I can't. Everyone claimed I'm strong, I can do it. I can face my problems and everything. I put friends in the first position, like I always did. I will try to solve their problems first. Before mine. But, the fact is I can't. I can't do it. I don't have the power. At all.
To be true to myself, I will confess. I lost the ring. It should be at home, but I can't find it, at all. I'm not only upset, but I'm searching high and low for it. I'm not giving up. Cause, I don't like the feeling without it. Its just like something is missing. I swear that I'm going to find it. At least, I think I'm right, for this.
Don't cry, because its over. Smile, because it happened.
When I realise my mistake, you're off for another one. I still feel the pain, facing it all alone.
I'm not okay. The broken strings. Once its broken, its gone.
Labels: Screaming out loud.
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// Sunday, March 15, 2009
She's affected. Freaking out. And finally crying.
I saw you from afar, I wanted to give you a hug, but I can never do it. Ever again.
I don't know why, but I'm always affected by the post you two blog about. Everything, every single thing you two can blog about. When you're upset, you blog about it. Its affects me. I wonder why. Seriously.
I claimed that you're contradicting. I'm actually the one. I'm spinning round and round. Without an aim. I've been living my life aimlessly. My life is in a serious mess, recently. Walking around aimlessly. Facing all my problems without a correct solution. I have no idea what and how to make things work. I'm out of my mind.
Everyone has their own problem. We got to face it strongly. Put a strong front and hide it all. That's what I'm always doing. It works. Once you don't show your pain, no one will ever talk about it, again. If not, you'll feel the stab now and then. You hide all your pain, it might be bleeding inside, but you got to be strong. Don't cry, and move on. Crying don't work at all. It will only make you worse.
I'm trying to get everything off my chest. But I can't. I got to think about how everyone will look at me, after I blog. But, sometimes I feel like saying everything, and ignoring how everyone else might think of me. But, no, I can't. Everyone claimed I'm strong, I can do it. I can face my problems and everything. I put friends in the first position, like I always did. I will try to solve their problems first. Before mine. But, the fact is I can't. I can't do it. I don't have the power. At all.
To be true to myself, I will confess. I lost the ring. It should be at home, but I can't find it, at all. I'm not only upset, but I'm searching high and low for it. I'm not giving up. Cause, I don't like the feeling without it. Its just like something is missing. I swear that I'm going to find it. At least, I think I'm right, for this.
Don't cry, because its over. Smile, because it happened.
When I realise my mistake, you're off for another one. I still feel the pain, facing it all alone.
I'm not okay. The broken strings. Once its broken, its gone.
Labels: Screaming out loud.
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