Blessed,

// Sunday, March 29, 2009

I realise how much I hate you.
Do you realise how demoralised I am?
Have you ever trust me?
Do you ever have faith in me?

Since young, no matter how well I did. You always give me the harsh look and ask the why questions.
I'm not a genius.
Yes, I am stupid, therefore I did so badly.
Yes, I am slow in my studies, therefore I did so badly.
Yes, I don't seem to study everyday, therefore I did so badly.

I thought you believed in me.
But that's just not the case. You never did.
You said it all.
You don't even have faith in me.
I hate that fact alright?

You threw me down into a deepest well.
&Left me there feeling helpless.
You know what, I feel you failed to be a good mother and a good listener.
I know you want me to work harder.
But this just isn't the way.

Maybe I am the one who is at fault.
I don't know. I really confused.
All I can say is I did try. And I've improved in many ways.
My studies improved as well.
Attitude towards study. Making sure I pass all my test. Paying full attention in class.
What more do you expect from me?

I've never expect anything from you now.
Its just like you've moved on to another girl.
Now that there's a improvement in your results.
I think I did the right choice.
I don't know. All I can say now is, all the best.

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