// Friday, February 20, 2009
She's smiling. But, not from her heart.

I found out something very dumb. When I used Mozilla Firefox, the words of the post will move to the side of the photos. So I tried moving it down by pressing enter all the way. And, on Internet Explorer you will see a huge chunk of blank thing. So, I shall use Internet Explorer now on. So sorry. I've edited it. So yeah. It looks fine now. :D
to Yeesuan: Hey Bimbo! I'm surviving alright? I think I'm fine. Yeah, was quite affected by what she said. But, I'll keep it deep down. :D Hey, got to go out together alright? Hope you have time to go down to town with me and dental! But, my dental is not as high class as Shiqi's. Okay, whatever. And, your "Wow-ever".
to Haziqah: You don't have a choice right now. You only choice is to go for it! We will be there for it. Yeah. I dare you to go. NurHaziqahBteRosidin is joining OP Idol. Bleah, I don't care. Right, people? You're getting into it because all of us will force you to get in. :D And, I don't know when is your birthday. Right Xingxia? By the way, Hort Park or Marina Barrage or Zoo. Haha. No way its going to be Marina Barrage right? I don't like zoo as well, I don't like animals. Oops.
to ShiWei: Hey, I don't think I did anything to help. What I say was mostly learnt from all the relationship I got to interfere with. Sounds like I'm a kaypo huh. Okay, whatever. Yeah, some of whatever I say is just my own thinking, you don't have to take it to heart. Just some.. "information", I guess? But, I'm still saying this, this is an O' level year, try not to get into a relationship or something.
to WeiTing: Come on, I don't think you're not that weak. You can do it, trust me. Ignore what others think about you. Think about what you want and what I think of you. You are a strong girl, that's who you are. Don't be like me, a coward. Get that?
Some people might say this, "She's out of love for too long, that's why she's asking others to stay out of love". I don't give a damn alright? Like I say, everyone has different perspective and views. If you think you can do it, in a relationship then go ahead. That's only my view, get that? Come on, if you're just using all this kind of words to "insult" me, then I can't do anything about it. Yes, I am venting my anger now. Forget it. You have you views, and I have mine. If you can face it alone, and I can't then I am a coward. That's it.
I was naive. So what. I don't get it.
" We tend to see and react to the physical aspect, the things that people do and/ or say. But, if we could only look within, just one aspect we might see something very different." Its true. People get upset/ angry over small little things. Before they even find out if it was true or not. They react. They start to hurt each other in a way they did not even know. Alright, confession, I do that at times, I assume, I jump into conclusions. Well, I'm sorry. Yes, in some ways, people get affected by my actions. I understand that's something I've got to change as well. Well, I will do my best.
My life is really getting out of control. But, I will get the hang of it.
To whom it may concern: I have been going home with you recently. I'm sorry if your feeling of me treating you like an object came back again. Well, I think its time we should catch up with each other. Really miss the times we were friends. True friends. Calling each other now and then. Crapping, gossiping and everything. What I see know is, I want to spend time with you. I am used to going home alone, or rather I love the feeling of going home alone. It gives me time to think. And reflect. Its good. But, whatever it is, I got to thank you. My friend.
I have something to say, to every single one of you out there. Here I am, apologising to every single one of you. I might have hurt you, break your heart or whatever evil thing I did. I'm sincerely saying sorry. I'm sorry. I have been wondering, how many people or friends out there have I hurt. I don't know. For whatever I did. Take my word, I'm changing for the better. I'm tired of all this. Being stared at for no good reason. I hate that feeling. Its not a very nice feeling, after all.
A fight is not necessary.
Well, That's all.Labels: Totally out.
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// Friday, February 20, 2009
She's smiling. But, not from her heart.

I found out something very dumb. When I used Mozilla Firefox, the words of the post will move to the side of the photos. So I tried moving it down by pressing enter all the way. And, on Internet Explorer you will see a huge chunk of blank thing. So, I shall use Internet Explorer now on. So sorry. I've edited it. So yeah. It looks fine now. :D
to Yeesuan: Hey Bimbo! I'm surviving alright? I think I'm fine. Yeah, was quite affected by what she said. But, I'll keep it deep down. :D Hey, got to go out together alright? Hope you have time to go down to town with me and dental! But, my dental is not as high class as Shiqi's. Okay, whatever. And, your "Wow-ever".
to Haziqah: You don't have a choice right now. You only choice is to go for it! We will be there for it. Yeah. I dare you to go. NurHaziqahBteRosidin is joining OP Idol. Bleah, I don't care. Right, people? You're getting into it because all of us will force you to get in. :D And, I don't know when is your birthday. Right Xingxia? By the way, Hort Park or Marina Barrage or Zoo. Haha. No way its going to be Marina Barrage right? I don't like zoo as well, I don't like animals. Oops.
to ShiWei: Hey, I don't think I did anything to help. What I say was mostly learnt from all the relationship I got to interfere with. Sounds like I'm a kaypo huh. Okay, whatever. Yeah, some of whatever I say is just my own thinking, you don't have to take it to heart. Just some.. "information", I guess? But, I'm still saying this, this is an O' level year, try not to get into a relationship or something.
to WeiTing: Come on, I don't think you're not that weak. You can do it, trust me. Ignore what others think about you. Think about what you want and what I think of you. You are a strong girl, that's who you are. Don't be like me, a coward. Get that?
Some people might say this, "She's out of love for too long, that's why she's asking others to stay out of love". I don't give a damn alright? Like I say, everyone has different perspective and views. If you think you can do it, in a relationship then go ahead. That's only my view, get that? Come on, if you're just using all this kind of words to "insult" me, then I can't do anything about it. Yes, I am venting my anger now. Forget it. You have you views, and I have mine. If you can face it alone, and I can't then I am a coward. That's it.
I was naive. So what. I don't get it.
" We tend to see and react to the physical aspect, the things that people do and/ or say. But, if we could only look within, just one aspect we might see something very different." Its true. People get upset/ angry over small little things. Before they even find out if it was true or not. They react. They start to hurt each other in a way they did not even know. Alright, confession, I do that at times, I assume, I jump into conclusions. Well, I'm sorry. Yes, in some ways, people get affected by my actions. I understand that's something I've got to change as well. Well, I will do my best.
My life is really getting out of control. But, I will get the hang of it.
To whom it may concern: I have been going home with you recently. I'm sorry if your feeling of me treating you like an object came back again. Well, I think its time we should catch up with each other. Really miss the times we were friends. True friends. Calling each other now and then. Crapping, gossiping and everything. What I see know is, I want to spend time with you. I am used to going home alone, or rather I love the feeling of going home alone. It gives me time to think. And reflect. Its good. But, whatever it is, I got to thank you. My friend.
I have something to say, to every single one of you out there. Here I am, apologising to every single one of you. I might have hurt you, break your heart or whatever evil thing I did. I'm sincerely saying sorry. I'm sorry. I have been wondering, how many people or friends out there have I hurt. I don't know. For whatever I did. Take my word, I'm changing for the better. I'm tired of all this. Being stared at for no good reason. I hate that feeling. Its not a very nice feeling, after all.
A fight is not necessary.
Well, That's all.Labels: Totally out.
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