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© 2009 (Blessed, )

// Monday, February 9, 2009

I'm a changed person.
Not that girl you used to know.
I've got SuperPower. And, I can talk to walls.



















I used to think that love is something great. But, it isn't. It collapse if both parties don't play apart in the relationship. It applies for the love between friends, as well as family. We take things for granted. Everyone does that. Trust me.

Only to realise a relationship is so fragile which might fall apart anytime. All I can say is, you got to appreciate them. Your friends, your family. Lastly, your partner.

My words are strong at times. But, I only did that for one's good. I hope no one blames me for that. Sorry, if I hurt you in anyway. Don't hate me.

Today is Valentine. Show that you care and love them. Your friends, family and him/ her. Some us might spend a lonely Saturday. But, it doesn't matter. Spend it with your friends or your family. Valentine is not only for couples. Its for everyone. Don't sound so depress people.

I love those who came into my life and left a mark. Thank You. You guys made my life exciting and full of laughter. Valentine is not for couples, friends can celebrate Valentine too. :)

AngShuXin, Thank You.
You were the one who was there for me, maybe not all the time. But, well, I appreciate your help at times. Thanks. And, you know, your dumb friend here, is tired. She's trying to solve others problem, without solving hers. Thanks alot for being true to me. Well, I can only say, I'm not a good friend. Thats all.

IsabelTee, Thank You.
You are really a pretty friend. No worries. Don't try to fight huh. Thanks for listening to all the rubbish that I complaint to you. It helps I guess. And, making me freak out. I am still scared. Something good is. He's looking at someone diagonally in front of me. Thanks alot. I might just kiss you. Hah.

JolynTey, Thank You.
I guess you are the one who listens to all my complains and everything. Just like my rubbish bin. Hah. You are a great friend, and a perfect wall. Without pimples. Your birthday card is still with me. Remember to get it from me soon. Or it will be your birthday present this year. Heh. Thanks. Wall.

LeeKokKiong, Thank You.
You are the very nice one. (: You shouldn't go out so often. Go to the chalet after O'levels alright? I don't want to go out before O's or plan anything. So yeah. I believe we'll have fun at the end of the year. As for the jacket, I'm so broke. ):

LimXingXia, Thank You.
You moved me on. Now, you have to move on too. Gather all your strength. Friends are here for you. Jiayou. Hey, btw. I'm sorry. I know, you think that I dont trust you guys, but thats not the case. It just happened that, I'm not use to tell anyone my problem this year. I still have to say this, I'm sorry.

MadeleineYeo, Thank You.
Now, I don't want to go out before O's. So Yeah. Will organise class parties with you at the end of the year. I got an idea. But, I don't think you will like it. But, Nevermind. Jacket, you do it. I feel like not getting it.

Nickels, Thank You.
You dumb. By the ways. Afternoons are very boring, right. Then find something to do. You can do it, strong man. The one who catches his breath with hands. Entertainment is needed on Saturday afternoon. Maybe, Fridays too.

NurHaziqah, Thank You.
You irritating girl. Aren't you tired of my complains. Hah, I don't understand your blog recently. 7March. In don't know how many days. (: I need to breathe. I need the book as well. I will tell you about him another day. Not tomorrow.

SinYeeSuan, Thank You.
Hey, woman. You retard. Gossiping isn't good alright? I'm not gossiping anymore. Haha. Next time, I guess. :) By the way, I use to be like her, so stupid okay. But, I've got power. To talk to the wall to release stress. Maybe I've lost the power already.

TanShiQi, Thank You.
You rock, woman. :) I can do it, so can you. LOLS. Forgive and forget is very important, and good phrase. I told you the world's deepest secret. About _____. God. Zip up okay? :) Months to redeem yourself. Jiayou. Although I don't know what you talking about. Haha.

Bananas.
Girls, I got to ask you guys something. I hope you guys can give me an answer soon. Do you think this friendship should continue. Like what YeeSuan say, (a) Solve the problem together. (b) Split but still be friends. If we are friends, we dont need a clique to keep us together. Friends stick together not by name but by our hearts. (:

To whom it may concern:
I dont understand why we have to end up like that. Not even friends.

Saturday afternoon is boring! Spent eating dars, and had a long chat. The past. Not really a good topic though. Btw, the love story line is good. On hills. Romantic uh.

Skip school days. :)

I might become a Stage Manager again. Well. What a good job.
But, I'm happy about it. Alright.

























































Past. This word strucked me. How much do you remember about your past. Do you know that your clear-est memory is your sadness and your happiness.

Some photos of the past. The happines that was written on my face. And, somerecent photos with the same smile. (:

Yes, you have your perfect life. A perfect family. I don't, I'm living in a house that I don't wish to be in. I'm not having a perfect life like you. I wished I did. Yes, I'm not as talented/ capable like you. I got to admit about that. Yes, I'm irritating. And, I can't pretend nothing happened. I talked to her. But, when I was just like her, did anyone ever cared. No. I had to stand strong. On my own.

This post might be a little over.
But, I'm not really in my best condition.
So, I'll apologise about this post.
Sorry.
I wanted to post it on Valentine day itself, but I've decided to post it now.
I can do it, so can you. (:
Trust me, Try smiling everyday.




Heaven Sent - Keyshia Cole

Sent from heaven.
Sent from heaven.

Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last as strong as it used to,
It don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door

Ooh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And you can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it all away
When you think you're in love
Ooh cause

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Now you can wait your whole life tryna change
What they fear from what it's been
You may have put your whole life into a man
Love aint what you thought it could've been.
Don't wanna swing your change
And you don't feel as good as you used to (before)
And everything you used to say,
Everything you used to do, went right out the door

Ooh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And it can't help who it loves
And you find yourself giving it all away
When you think you're in love
Cause I wanna be hey yeah

[CHORUS]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Everybody say
I wanna be the one you love
(I wanna be)
Everybody say
I wanna be the one you trust
(I wanna be)
Everybody say
I wanna be the one you need
(I wanna be)
Everybody say
I wanna be the one ooh
I wanna be the one

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Lastly, Happy Advanced Valentine! :)

P.S. Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls.


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