// Thursday, December 4, 2008
I'm really in a bad mood now.
Struggling for the past few days.
Facing the worse days of my life. Clique is breaking apart. She is facing lots of problems. Missing ____. Thinking of forgetting about it. Someone died again.
Just so much happened.
It make me feel so helpless, and cant do anything.
The clique is breaking so far apart.
I dont know what I can do to save this friendship. Its practically nothing that I can do. Shucks
She is facing so much problems.
She seem helpless. But, I cant seem to help her in anyway. I just so.. hate myself. For now.
Went for camp.
I was totally blank when I found out. I even thought of forgetting about it. From the beginning. But, she pulled me back. Am I really doing the right thing? I really need to talk to you. Someone died again. Sheesh. Just so much happen to my family recently. Making me collapse.
I dont know what happen to me recently. I'm just so.. frustrated at stuff. I scream at my sister for little stuffs. What a failure! ):
I'm just ruining my own life. Sheesh. Tearing apart. Soon.
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