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// Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sorry.
Was away for days, cause my internet server was down for days. And, I happened to be changing my blogskin. So, I privated the blog. No one could enter. So sorry. Don't scold me eh. :(

Nevermind.

Saturday
Yeah, So I went to the Sembawang beach. Alone. Memories. Its nice you know. To be left alone. I was at the beach thinking about everything. For the past few days, I had sleepless nights. Only had about 2-3 hours of sleep. Everyday. Every part of my mind was filled with you. Sheesh. Back to the beach. I saw this toy on the sea. Floating, and drifting away. Just like me, so helpless. Argh! Okay. Happy stuff. Oh yes, the KIDS! They were fearless. They were scared of nothing. Nothing. Their innocent, playfulness and their beautiful smiles. I won't know how to answer you if you were to ask me why I love kids so much. Maybe its because, I didnt have a happy childhood, and wants to be a kid all over again! Yes, and I love the wind now. I fell in love with the wind! (: Oh ya, they thought I'm going to jump into the sea. I wanted to.. to swim in the sea. Heh.

Okay, enough of the beach.

Sunday
The day I almost collapsed. Faint. I felt so weak. Nut, I still had to attend my tuition. :( No choice. And, I dont know why, I choose to walk home. Stupid right! Shush.

Whatever, who cares if I even faint.

Monday
Saw you from afar. Ncc. Went to Arvinder's house to use her computer and get my blogskin done. But, heh, it didnt work, so I gave up. Alright, I went for drama. Blarblar. It was boring by the way. I was starving. No lunch till 4! Alright, they wanted to go Mcdonalds.. Yes, so.. Saw Amirah and CheeSheng. And, tada, something struck me. He's going to be here. Sheesh. and, he really did. Now, I guess I understand why Shiwei choose to run away from problems. I choose to run away from it too. Okay, uhm.. Went to LJS. And then home. I still cant take it alright. Can I beg santa to get you back.. Sheesh.

Tuesday
Went to watch Twilight. Quite a nice movie. And, I wanna watch Yes man! But, well no one want to watch . So, blar. Okay, Shuxin threw popcorns at us. Hey, dont play with food alright. Okay, someone told me something. About you. Am I suppose to trust it. Is it true. what the hell is happening. Can I ask you about it. Will I have an answer from you. I'm begging you. You've changed. Alot. I guess, I should have seen it coming.

Alright.
To whom it may concern.
I think I was rude to you last night. I'm sorry. I wasnt in my best mood. Seriously. I dont need your comfort. I'm just telling you about it. Getting it off my chest. I really need to. Sometimes, I feel like telling him everything. But, No, I cant be so selfish. Sheesh. I'm sorry.

To whom it may concern.
Thanks for telling me about it. I'm acting in front of you. You know, I'm not strong. That was the news that broke my world apart. Haix. But, I guess, I will still wait. I will. Because, yes, I love him.

To whom it may concern.
Can I talk to you? I hope I could. But, well.. I guess, I'm just dreaming about it. Sheesh.. Her.

ARGH!

My back hurts badly. I cant seem to find my medicine.



Fool again - Westlife.
Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture,
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

Chorus:
Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
too many chances to show you
how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's all over

Chorus to fade

Quiz. Tag by Arvinder.
1) Name a friend from A-Z.
A- AngShuXin
B- Banana. :D
C- ClaireYee
D- DarrelLim
E- EmilyNeo
F- Fadhli
G- GohChangHee
H- HuangTianTian
I- IsabelTee
J- JolynTeyJieLin
K- Kokkiong
L- Leonil
N- NurHaziqah
M- MadeleineYeo
Q- Qingning
R- ReetaNatasha
S- Salim
T- TanShiQi
W- WimiGoh
X- Xingxia
Y- Yeesuan
Z- Zawoo.

2)Can R&S be together in a BoyGirl relationship?
Hah. I dont know.
3)How is L related to you?
A friend.
4)Does Y know to Z?
Nope.
5)If C betrays you, will you kill him/her?
Nope.
6)If K steals your boyfriend/girlfriend,what will you do?
Uhm, I dont think he will, huh, Kokkiong.
7)What if B tells you that he/she has a crush on
you?
uhm.
8)Will you and M get into a fight?
We did. But, we're friends again.
9)Who does R have a crush on?
Hm, I dont know.
10)If G calls you a bitch,what will you do?
Huh. What a question. I wont do anything ah. I'll call him bitch too. (:
11)What`s the relationship between you and E?
Friend.
12)Who is I`s best friend?
Uh.
13)Who does z likes?
Hah, my brother, he likes.. I dont know.
14)What colour does Y likes?
Red.
15)Where does G lives?
Khatib.
16)Did you a C have a fight before?
No. Cat fight?
17)Who is H`s best friend?
Dont know. Someone in s1.
18)What can you say about T?
She's crazy.
19)What if W tells you that he/she has a crush on you,you will..?
Uh.
20)tag 10 people to do this quiz
Shall not pass it on to anyone else. Its a burden. (: