// Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I really hate the fact that I am born in this family. I tried my best to give in to them, for almost everyday, but there is a limit to everything. As well as my patience. I'm not someone you can scold whenever you like, alright? I really hate it. I dont feel that I belong. There's totally nothing we can talk about. This isnt somewhere I cal home. This is just like a hotel to me, to sleep and eat in. I'm jealous of my friends having such a wonderful parents and siblings. I wish I wasnt born in this family. I dont really like to mention my family problems, maybe only to closer friends. So, they will know why. I want a home. A place I will feel love, care and concern. I thought my friends can give me that, but, I was wrong, they wont be able to do that.
Why? Why is he taken away from me? Why is the friendship we share breaking apart? Why am I born in this family? Why did they invade my privacy? Why did you leave so suddenly, just hoping you will be back soon. There is just so many questions in my mind. My head hurts badly. Now, even panadol wont help.
Am I doing the right thing to wait. I dont know. You can say I have no faith. I try to keep myself occupied, every minute, every second. Really tired. I guess you are moving on, you seem to be coping well. So, I wish you all the best. May your princess appear in your life, soon. Just hoping you will.. not say goodbye. Will be waiting.
Beyonce
If I Were A BoyIf I were a boyEven just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
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// Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I really hate the fact that I am born in this family. I tried my best to give in to them, for almost everyday, but there is a limit to everything. As well as my patience. I'm not someone you can scold whenever you like, alright? I really hate it. I dont feel that I belong. There's totally nothing we can talk about. This isnt somewhere I cal home. This is just like a hotel to me, to sleep and eat in. I'm jealous of my friends having such a wonderful parents and siblings. I wish I wasnt born in this family. I dont really like to mention my family problems, maybe only to closer friends. So, they will know why. I want a home. A place I will feel love, care and concern. I thought my friends can give me that, but, I was wrong, they wont be able to do that.
Why? Why is he taken away from me? Why is the friendship we share breaking apart? Why am I born in this family? Why did they invade my privacy? Why did you leave so suddenly, just hoping you will be back soon. There is just so many questions in my mind. My head hurts badly. Now, even panadol wont help.
Am I doing the right thing to wait. I dont know. You can say I have no faith. I try to keep myself occupied, every minute, every second. Really tired. I guess you are moving on, you seem to be coping well. So, I wish you all the best. May your princess appear in your life, soon. Just hoping you will.. not say goodbye. Will be waiting.
Beyonce
If I Were A BoyIf I were a boyEven just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
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