// Thursday, November 13, 2008
/Edited.
He was the one who say that,
By being hard on yourself,
Then I'll be able to forget him.
I'm just doing what he told me to.
是我选择离开他的，所以这是我的惩罚吧。
Where the hell is the old me!
I'm falling soon.
I know, I should stand up,
Face the problem &move on.
But.. I can't smile at problems that I'm facing now.
How I wish I could be bang down by a car or something, and have a memory lost.
All the happiness are stain, in my mind,
No matter how hard I try,
It can't be removed.
So, I've decided to keep it in my memories.
By, keeping it means,
It won't be easy if I wanna move on.
But, I'll try my best.
My very best.
'Be who you want to be, ¬ be someone others want you to be.
Live your own life, with happiness.'
Yes, I broke my promise,
But, I'm sorry,
I really need to get it off my chest.
Do you actually think that I'm a nuisance,
And hope that I don't exist?
You know what,
Everything you do now, or say now,
Is really breaking my heart,
Do you know that?
You know,
I don't even dare to talk to you.
I don't dare to ask you, when is your camp &stuffs.
I'm afraid, that I'll lose you, even the one, one year later.
Do you understand the fear, the pain, the regrets, the hopes, the misses, &the love?
Yes, I'm someone who jumps into conclusions.
But, that's just me.
I regretted saying all those.
But now, there's nothing I can do.
I want to treat you as a friend,
But, you don't.
Cant we, at least, be friends?
Do we really have to hate each other?
I guess I'm the cause, again.
I didn't know that..
We actually quarrel over trivial matters, in the past.
But, this time..
All that we've been through.
Did you forget them all?
Do you even want to remember?
I guess not.
Have fun during your camp.
If I've affected you in this post,
Then I'm sorry.
I just couldn't take it, & I have to say it.
I guess, it doesn't anymore.
I've cried again, yesterday.
After faking a smile for a week.
I couldn't take it.
Yesterday will be the last time I cry.
I want to find the real me.
I really need to.
My friends, I know.
You guys are tired of comforting me &stuffs.
And, you guys know, I don't like comforts.
So I'll show you, I can do it.
我快崩溃了。我想你不在乎吧。
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// Thursday, November 13, 2008
/Edited.
He was the one who say that,
By being hard on yourself,
Then I'll be able to forget him.
I'm just doing what he told me to.
是我选择离开他的，所以这是我的惩罚吧。
Where the hell is the old me!
I'm falling soon.
I know, I should stand up,
Face the problem &move on.
But.. I can't smile at problems that I'm facing now.
How I wish I could be bang down by a car or something, and have a memory lost.
All the happiness are stain, in my mind,
No matter how hard I try,
It can't be removed.
So, I've decided to keep it in my memories.
By, keeping it means,
It won't be easy if I wanna move on.
But, I'll try my best.
My very best.
'Be who you want to be, ¬ be someone others want you to be.
Live your own life, with happiness.'
Yes, I broke my promise,
But, I'm sorry,
I really need to get it off my chest.
Do you actually think that I'm a nuisance,
And hope that I don't exist?
You know what,
Everything you do now, or say now,
Is really breaking my heart,
Do you know that?
You know,
I don't even dare to talk to you.
I don't dare to ask you, when is your camp &stuffs.
I'm afraid, that I'll lose you, even the one, one year later.
Do you understand the fear, the pain, the regrets, the hopes, the misses, &the love?
Yes, I'm someone who jumps into conclusions.
But, that's just me.
I regretted saying all those.
But now, there's nothing I can do.
I want to treat you as a friend,
But, you don't.
Cant we, at least, be friends?
Do we really have to hate each other?
I guess I'm the cause, again.
I didn't know that..
We actually quarrel over trivial matters, in the past.
But, this time..
All that we've been through.
Did you forget them all?
Do you even want to remember?
I guess not.
Have fun during your camp.
If I've affected you in this post,
Then I'm sorry.
I just couldn't take it, & I have to say it.
I guess, it doesn't anymore.
I've cried again, yesterday.
After faking a smile for a week.
I couldn't take it.
Yesterday will be the last time I cry.
I want to find the real me.
I really need to.
My friends, I know.
You guys are tired of comforting me &stuffs.
And, you guys know, I don't like comforts.
So I'll show you, I can do it.
我快崩溃了。我想你不在乎吧。
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