Blessed,

// Monday, November 3, 2008

Thank You.
I'm just a failure to you.
Have you ever cared about how I feel?
I think you don't even care.

You know what,
I feel that I don't even belong to this home, alright?
I love my friends, and whats wrong.
I need friends, &everyone needs friends!
You're the only one who hates my friends,
If thats how you're going to treat my friends,
I'm not going to respect you.
They are my choice of friends,
Do you have to even control that?

Please, I'm not an object.
Whats wrong with screaming at you,
When I'm right!
I know I shouldn't.
But, at least, I'm reasonable.

I hate this family so much.
I've lost my freedom.
Thats alright, Cause I was at fault.
For not doing well for exams.

But, Losing my privacy, is so unfair.
Will you be happy if I touch your stuffs.
&mess up with your things?

I really hate the life I'm having now.
I don't even feel I belong here.

Have you ever respected me?
You took me as an object,
Controlled me as though I'm not a human.
Please, I'm sick &tired of it.

Its so unfair.
You said you treat me well,
When did you?
You are bias towards them.

I hate being compared, btw my sisters &cousins.
So what if they do well,
I'm just me.
Not them.
Take them as your kids,
If you love them so much.

When I'm sick, do you give a damn?
When I'm tired, do you give a damn?
When I need you, do you give a damn?
You never care.

You only cared about how you feel, and stuffs.

I'm tired, really tired.
Trying hard to live with it.
But, no matter how hard I try,
I can't meet with your expectations.

I'm just a failure, alrights.

Thank you,
Just leave me alone.