// Friday, November 14, 2008
The best relationship is one in which,
Your love for each other, exceeds the need for each other.
I didn't say assuming things, jumping into conclusion is fun, alright?
That's who I am now.
Assuminng things and stuffs.
That's how I feel now.
That's how you are treating me now.
That's who you are in my eyes now.
All I know is, I'm not someone you know already.
Every word you used.
Everything you do.
Breaks my heart.
That's something I didn't assume.
I kept it inside, for 17days.
Since, 28th October.
I don't know how hard it was for you to put your heart back to pieces again.
I don't know how broken your heart was.
I don't know you can't erase all the memories you had with me.
I don't know how hard it was for you to get over me.
I don't know anything.
Because, I feel so faraway from you.
You seemed so faraway from me.
Do you know how hard I'm trying?
Do you see that I'm trying?
Do you know how I feel?
Do you have to use such harsh words?
Do you have to tell me that lie?
Do you know it hurt me badly?
Do you know I need you, not as a friend?
Do you know in every post, there's a hidden message?
Forget it.
You want me to live the life before I met you.
You want me to forget about you.
You want me to move on.
You want me to remember you, as a friend.
I'll tell you this, I can't.
Don't beg me.
I don't deserve it.
Its not worth it.
Don't do it since its painful.
"I'll be a friend, but promise me you gonna move on."
Which means, if I don't move on, you won't be my friend.
Yes, I'm assuming again.
Yes, I assume things.
I assume that being in a relationship will affect my studies.
I assume that you fall for other girls.
I assume that this relationship won't be ruin.
I assume that I'll be able to forget you.
Which of the above is true. Tell me.
17days.
And, I've been living in misery.
I don't understand why you lie.
I don't understand why I did that.
I don't understand why I can't let go.
I don't understand how can your words be so harsh.
I don't understand why am I crying everyday, for you.
I don't understand why, as we drift apart, I start to assume things.
Its not that I don't trust you.
I'm just afraid.
Afraid I might just lose you, anytime.
The day we first met, It was kind of funny.But, I'll never forget, how it brought us together.
The day you went for Shuxin's birthday, was the day wse started talking, for the first time.
10th March, was the day I'll never forget, all my life.It was awkward at first, but things went well.
22nd May, was the day I did something that I regret, &was guilty about it.
3rd June, I gave you a present, the first present.
14th June, was the day I told myself, I shouldn't have hurt you. I'm going to make up for all the mistakes I've made.
24th August, was the day you gave me a present that I'll throw away. The happiest day of my life. (:
" Oh my sweetheart, you're my only one.
I can't live without you, and I can't let you go.
Cause everytime I close my eyes, I see you smiling at me.
And when I'm sleep, Its you I dream of."
10th October, was the last anniversary together.
23rd October, last day. I broke your heart.
I assume everything, is my fault.
It was my fault to choose to leave you.
It was my fault to make your mom disappointed.
It was my fault to break your heart.
It was my fault to fall in love with you.
It was my fault to go into your life.
It was my fault to miss you.
It was my fault to love you.
Xingxia, I know I shouldn't be doing this.
But, before I really make up my mind, forget about him?
The moment I get the answer I want, I'll let go.
Trust me, will you?
A shoulder to cry on.
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further
When you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful
Than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you by your side,
Chorus:
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll alway be the one to firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone
Cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....
Will you ever understand how I feel?
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// Friday, November 14, 2008
The best relationship is one in which,
Your love for each other, exceeds the need for each other.
I didn't say assuming things, jumping into conclusion is fun, alright?
That's who I am now.
Assuminng things and stuffs.
That's how I feel now.
That's how you are treating me now.
That's who you are in my eyes now.
All I know is, I'm not someone you know already.
Every word you used.
Everything you do.
Breaks my heart.
That's something I didn't assume.
I kept it inside, for 17days.
Since, 28th October.
I don't know how hard it was for you to put your heart back to pieces again.
I don't know how broken your heart was.
I don't know you can't erase all the memories you had with me.
I don't know how hard it was for you to get over me.
I don't know anything.
Because, I feel so faraway from you.
You seemed so faraway from me.
Do you know how hard I'm trying?
Do you see that I'm trying?
Do you know how I feel?
Do you have to use such harsh words?
Do you have to tell me that lie?
Do you know it hurt me badly?
Do you know I need you, not as a friend?
Do you know in every post, there's a hidden message?
Forget it.
You want me to live the life before I met you.
You want me to forget about you.
You want me to move on.
You want me to remember you, as a friend.
I'll tell you this, I can't.
Don't beg me.
I don't deserve it.
Its not worth it.
Don't do it since its painful.
"I'll be a friend, but promise me you gonna move on."
Which means, if I don't move on, you won't be my friend.
Yes, I'm assuming again.
Yes, I assume things.
I assume that being in a relationship will affect my studies.
I assume that you fall for other girls.
I assume that this relationship won't be ruin.
I assume that I'll be able to forget you.
Which of the above is true. Tell me.
17days.
And, I've been living in misery.
I don't understand why you lie.
I don't understand why I did that.
I don't understand why I can't let go.
I don't understand how can your words be so harsh.
I don't understand why am I crying everyday, for you.
I don't understand why, as we drift apart, I start to assume things.
Its not that I don't trust you.
I'm just afraid.
Afraid I might just lose you, anytime.
The day we first met, It was kind of funny.But, I'll never forget, how it brought us together.
The day you went for Shuxin's birthday, was the day wse started talking, for the first time.
10th March, was the day I'll never forget, all my life.It was awkward at first, but things went well.
22nd May, was the day I did something that I regret, &was guilty about it.
3rd June, I gave you a present, the first present.
14th June, was the day I told myself, I shouldn't have hurt you. I'm going to make up for all the mistakes I've made.
24th August, was the day you gave me a present that I'll throw away. The happiest day of my life. (:
" Oh my sweetheart, you're my only one.
I can't live without you, and I can't let you go.
Cause everytime I close my eyes, I see you smiling at me.
And when I'm sleep, Its you I dream of."
10th October, was the last anniversary together.
23rd October, last day. I broke your heart.
I assume everything, is my fault.
It was my fault to choose to leave you.
It was my fault to make your mom disappointed.
It was my fault to break your heart.
It was my fault to fall in love with you.
It was my fault to go into your life.
It was my fault to miss you.
It was my fault to love you.
Xingxia, I know I shouldn't be doing this.
But, before I really make up my mind, forget about him?
The moment I get the answer I want, I'll let go.
Trust me, will you?
A shoulder to cry on.
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further
When you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful
Than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you by your side,
Chorus:
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll alway be the one to firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone
Cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....
Will you ever understand how I feel?
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