Indifferent,

Human tends to hurt someone in the process of trying to obtain something. They are willing to pay with anything and everything. That includes, kinship and friendship. They are capable of hurting their friends and family in the process of obtaining something they really want.

I've regretted about that. I can't believe that I did it only for myself. I didn't even care about how you felt. I apologize for what I did. You did it for my own sake. I'm always aware that I'm self-centered and never cared how others felt. It only make me feel that I don't have anyone to turn to at all. Or is it because I didn't want to talk to them. I don't know.

I've finally realised why I'm not crying, like I did before. I guess, I'm just prone to all this things that are happening. It is just the same. No matter how hard one try, the changes made are so minor that cannot be seen. To me they are just indifferent. Friendship might be important, but I finally realised that family are important as well.

Love is more than three words mumbled. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion.

I'm tired of all this. Maybe..

Labels: Strength

Human can just forget happiness and unhappiness so easily. Tragedies happen for a reason for us to grow stronger, and sometimes makes us feel helpless. Just wanting to forget everything for a better life. Life can be cruel to us. So as to help us to get on our feet to live well. Holding to the sadness, and happiness isn't going to help in anyway. Its just harming yourself.


For some reasons, we might not have done anything wrong to get the stares and hate for no reason. Life isn't a bed of roses. Sometimes, we think that we will do what we promise. But, at the second when you made the promise, did you ask yourself if you will keep it. And hold on to that promise till you really fulfilled it. Many of us might not even think, we will just say it. Only to regret after you said it. Never say something when you don't actually mean it. Don't say it for the sake of saying. Its just like a commitment to someone.

A promise is a transaction between two or more persons whereby the first person undertakes in the future to render some service or gift to the others or devotes something valuable now and here to his use.

Commitment means to duty or pledge to something or someone.

Everything above was saved to the draft in the past. I don't really remember why I wrote all those for. But, for now, I find it interesting. I believe I wrote it for a reason, but I don't understand why I didn't post it. Was I afraid of something? Whatever reason it is. That's history.

Jolyn, I understand now. It wasn't quite a lie. I thought I did. I realised only after what I heard. You know I like to contradict myself. But seriously, it wasn't a good place to say it. You know, its not that reliable. And I don't want to think about it anymore. I am happy with what I'm given now. I don't need anything more, that will rip my life apart.
All the best for your paper tomorrow, Mother Tongue. Finish the whole 1162. Get hold of your A1.

Isabel, we should get that thing done soon. And that thing that is freaking difficult to fix. But, I realise once you get the hang of it, you can fix it easily. Cause, my sister rip it open and wants me to fix it again. I manage to finish it in less than an hour. (: It's secret time.

Focused and Patient.

Labels: Life Quotes.